December 30th, 2006
death in my sleep
these past few days have been nothing but a series of horrible slumbers and self imposed insomnias. i am not sure it is the holiday leftovers or the easily available ube halaya, but ive been experiencing shortness of breath in my sleep while tranced in eery almost real nightmares.
there is no dialectical relations between my dreams and my real life, or is there? i sure hope not. i could see vividly as each scene unfold, and feel it that i wake in tears... worst part--- i wake up earlier than i usually do! thats an average of 4 hours/ day.
my nightmares usually involve friends and i being hunted down, tortured and offered to the fascists, legs and all. the last one involved my being bombed by helicopter just outside my home in cebu while i see friends being shot at by greedy landlords and bureaucrats.
damn you imperialists!!!! and stress!!!
ps. sorry pex... im trying to find the cheapest way to get to san diego.. we have to meet kahit daan lang kami diyan ilang oras... ill call you promise.
there is no dialectical relations between my dreams and my real life, or is there? i sure hope not. i could see vividly as each scene unfold, and feel it that i wake in tears... worst part--- i wake up earlier than i usually do! thats an average of 4 hours/ day.
my nightmares usually involve friends and i being hunted down, tortured and offered to the fascists, legs and all. the last one involved my being bombed by helicopter just outside my home in cebu while i see friends being shot at by greedy landlords and bureaucrats.
damn you imperialists!!!! and stress!!!
ps. sorry pex... im trying to find the cheapest way to get to san diego.. we have to meet kahit daan lang kami diyan ilang oras... ill call you promise.
Posted by lefthandedrebel at 08:41 AM | 1 kukumachichi